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October 3, 2011

Check. Check. Locked? Off?

Wash. Wash. Touch. Wash again. Pure?

Pick. Smell. Compulsion.

Worry. The end? Too much?

Shudder. Images. Fears.

Spin. What if? What does it mean?

Think. Too much.

Feel everything. Emotions. Consuming.

Obsess. Body. Clothes. Size. Guilt. Berating.

This shouldn’t be happening.

Compassion? Anger? Acceptance?

Acceptance. Giving in or living in the moment?

Doomed? A pattern? Same old.

Every six months, forever?

Hopeless? My fault? Needy, selfish, manipulative?

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